rubies for robin

I miss you walking around my house with my big pink blanket rapped around you and not caring you looked like an idiot, I miss you waking me up in the middle if the night cuz it was to cold and you needed another blanket, I miss you rubbing my back and when you realized how soft my shirt was you’d say “I like this shirt” and world rub your face on it, I miss you putting my stuff on and saying it looks better on you, i miss you bothering me all day to rub your back tell i did, i miss you asking me if i needed to practice mani’s just so i could massage your hand and arm, or even when we watch a movie you put your arm out and say “rub this”(your arm), i miss arguing with you over nothing and still loveing you all the same. No matter who I’m with, how hard I try I miss you:’(

It’s amazing how fast things slip away.

You know what’s really shitty? When you go out of your way to help people but no one can be bothered with helping you with one little thing! FML

Night night.

Ps. You make me smile.

I don’t want you if you’re going to sit back an let me be in pain just so you can fuck around on me and not feel bad. I don’t wAnt you!

FUCK THE SUN! I LIVE IN OREGON FOR A REASON!

Hey yeah yeah
Hey yeah yeah
Yeah yeah
Ooh yeah

It’s over and done
But the heartache lives on inside
And who is the one you’re clinging to
Instead of me tonight?

(And where were you now?)
Now that I need you
(Tears on my pillow)
Wherever you go down
(I’ll cry me a river)
That leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
It’s just emotions takin’ me over
Caught up in sorrow, lost in the soul
But if you don’t come back
Come home to me darling

Don’t you know there’s no
(Nobody left in this world to hold me tight)
Don’t you know there’s no
(Nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight)
Goodnight, goodnight

I’m there at your side
A part of all the things you are
But you’ve got a part of someone else
You’ve gotta go find your shining star

(And where were you now)
Now that I need you?
(Tears on my pillow)
Wherever you go
(I’ll cry me a river)
That leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
It’s just emotions taken me over
Caught up in sorrow, lost in the soul
But if you don’t come back
Come home to me darling

Don’t you know there’s
(Nobody left in this world to hold me tight)
(Nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight)
Goodnight

(And where were you now?)
Now that I need you, oh you
(Tears on my pillow )
Wherever you, you’ll go
(I’ll cry me a river)
That leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
It’s just emotions takin’ me over
Caught up in sorrow, lost in the soul
But if you don’t come back
Come home to me darling

Nobody left in this world to hold me tight
Nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight

Teddy, I’ve been bad again,
My Mommy told me so;
I’m not quiet sure what I did wrong.
But I thought that you might know.

When I woke up this morning,
I knew that she was mad;
Cause she was crying awful hard,
And yelling at my dad.

I tried my best to be real good,
And do just what she said;
I cleaned my room all by myself,
I even made my bed.

But I spilled milk on my good shirt,
When she yelled at me to hurry;
And I guess she didn’t hear me,
When I told her I was sorry.

Cause she hit me awful hard, you see,
And called me funny names;
And told me I was really bad,
And I should be ashamed!

When I said,”I love you, Mommy,”
I guess she didn’t understand;
Cause she yelled at me to shut my mouth.
Or I’d get smacked again.

So, I came up here to talk to you,
Please tell me what to do;
Cause I really love my Mommy,
And I know she loves me, too.

And I don’t think my Mommy means,
To hit me quite so hard;
I guess sometimes, grown-ups forget.
How big they really are!

So Teddy, I wish you were real,
And you weren’t just a bear;
Then you could help me find a way.
To tell Mommies everywhere.

To please try hard to understand.
How sad it makes us feel;
Cause the outside pain soon goes away,
But the inside never heals!

And if we could make them listen,
Maybe then they’d understand;
So other children just like me,
Wouldn’t have to hurt again.
But for now, I guess I’ll hold you tight,
And pretend the pain’s not there;
I know you ‘d never hurt me,
I love you……So Goodnight,
Teddy Bear!

Like We Never Loved At All lyrics

You never looked so good
As you did last night
Underneath the city lights
There walking with your friend
Laughing at the moon
I swear you looked right through me
But I’m still living with your goodbye
And you’re just going on with your life

[Chorus:]
How can you just walk on by
Without one tear in your eye?
Don’t you have the slightest feelings left for me?
Maybe that’s just your way
Of dealing with the pain
Forgetting everything between our rise and fall
Like we never loved at all

You, I hear you’re doing fine
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/f/faith-hill-lyrics/like-we-never-loved-at-all-lyrics.html]
Seems like you’re doing well
As far as I can tell
Time is leaving us behind
Another week has passed
And still I haven’t laughed yet
So tell me what your secret is?
To letting go, letting go like you did, like you did

[Chorus]

Did you forget the magic?
Did you forget the passion?
Did you ever miss me
Ever long to kiss me?

Maybe that’s just your way
Of dealing with the pain
Forgetting everything between our rise and fall
Like we never loved at all

You, you never looked so good